Do You Have The Time To Listen To Me Whine?

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 18:03:16 GMT

im done w/ livejournal. frankly, it's a waste of my time, it causes too much drama, and i gather too much criticism for what i write.

so long and goodbye.

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 13:16:12 GMT

So besides the fact that i want my week to be over...here's something to think about:

Imagine...

-Complaining about the cafeteria food while there are starving children living off scraps.

-Spending all your money on stuff you could really do without while there are people who can't even afford to feed their families.

-Sleeping in "just because" you don't feel like going to class when there are people who can't even read.

-Fighting with your brother or sister over bathroom time when there are large low-income families living in a crowded one room apartment.

-Fighting with the person you love while gay couples are fighting to be with the ones they love.

-Not standing up for yourself while people in third world countries have no say.

-Complaining that you don't see your significant other enough while soldiers fighting in Iraq haven't seen their loved ones in months.

-Being able to afford contraceptives and not using them while the people who can't die from stds and AIDS every day.

-Being able to just walk out of your house while the people down south who are suffering from the hurricane are trapped in their houses due to disease-infected waters.

-Being able to say you have a house to go back to while millions in the U.S. alone are homeless---hurricane or no hurricane.

DON'T TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED; BE THANKFUL FOR WHAT YOU HAVE BECAUSE IT CAN ALL BE GONE IN AN INSTANT!

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 14:51:20 GMT

Well I start this week off on the right foot and in a good mood

-Ali's coming up this weekend!

-Danielle comes up today!

-I talked to Justin and I'm getting my money back!

-I think I might have made peace with another ex boyfriend of mine

-I've decided that i need to figure out myself before i figure out myself with someone else.

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 00:42:51 GMT

Holy crap....Dave Harrington just IMed me.....he is by far one of my favorite old schoolers EVER

I want another tattoo...and I thought i had officially decided on the DMB firedancer...but now i might want a fairy that i saw instead.

comments are very necessary on this one.

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 20:57:47 GMT

It's a grey day today.

I'm bored...I have nothing to do...and I woke up sad for some reason?

Oh, I know why.

I was supposed to be on the beach all week!!!!!
But I'm not sad about not being with the people I'm suppose to be there with, I'm sad because I'm not there period. Who wouldn't want to spend a week on the beach with nothing else to do?

Anywho, enough daydreaming. I've come to the conclusion that I need to be sent back to school immediately. I can't stand wasting the summer away with nothing but work work work and an occasional friend or two. I wish Liz lived closer by, and Ali too. I wish Kel and Drew didn't have to work when I have the day off, and vice versa. I hope this summer ends with a happy ending......<3

I miss the following people and I need them back in my life ASAP: Liz, Ali, Mike, Matt, and Libby.....maybe even Danielle too.

The other day I actually wished that I could be Kira or Krystle. Granted raising a child is probably the hardest job in the world, but at least they know where they stand in life. I want to know where I belong. Yeah, I know, I'm lucky...I get to go to school (which I am very thankful for everyday) and I get to have my freedom for a few more years without having to care for a child, but sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I had been in either of their positions. Here I am, seeing two of my best friends with lives that I could never imagine, and it hurts me and opens my eyes to not know what they experience everyday.

Wow, what a depressing post.

Anyway, on to good stuff....Drew and I went swimming yesterday. It was great. I'm totally sunburned...but it was worth it.

Kel-Dawg and I are gonna go see two of my favorite actors (Owen & Vince) and favorite actress (Rachel McAdams) EVER in Wedding Crashers tonight...so excited!

It's better to have fun with the people you love and who love you back instead of wasting your time with someone who doesn't. ~~> That's how I'm living from now on.

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 23:43:01 GMT

Forgot to mention that I saw Krystle and her beautiful daughter Emma today. I went to visit for a few hours and hopefully get to spend more time w/ them!!! Ahhh she's so cute!

and i havent done one of things in a LONG time...

1. Your name spelled backwards?
Assilem

2. Where were your parents raised?
Mass

3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
pictures

4. What's your favorite restaurant?
TGI Fridays!

5. Last time you swam in a pool?
at school

6. Have you ever been in a school play?
uh huh

7. How many kids do you want?
2 or 3

8. Type of music you dislike most?
COUNTRY

9. Are you registered to vote?
yes

10. Do you have cable?
yup

11. Have you ever ridden on a moped?
no

12. Ever prank call anybody?
yeah..."press one for more options!"

13. Best friends?
old: Kel, Krystle, Kira/new: Liz, Ali....they're all great and always there for me

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
YES!

15. Furthest place you ever traveled?
by myself: New Jersey
w/ others: Bermuda/Bahamas

16. Do you have a garden?
nope

17. What's your favorite comic strip?
Peanuts

18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
haha no

19. Bath or Shower, morning or night?
shower...usually morning

20. Best movie you've seen in the PAST MONTH?
hmmm.....i dunno actually..........The Notebook...i watch it all the time

21. Favorite pizza topping?
peppers

22. Chips or popcorn?
popcorn

23. What color lipstick do you usually wear?
lip gloss

24. Have you ever peed somewhere besides the toilet
yup

25. Have you ever been in a talent show?
yup

26. Orange Juice or apple juice?
OJ... with a lil vodka lol

27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where?
The 99 w/ Drew

28. Favorite type chocolate bar?
Snickers

29. When was the last time you voted at the polls?
last election...duh

30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
last summer?

31. Have you ever won a trophy?
Yup

32. Are you a good cook?
lol NO

33. Do you know how to pump your own gas?
yes, i'm not THAT spoiled

34. Ever order an article from an infomercial?
nope

35. Sprite or 7-up?
Sprite

37. Last thing you bought at a Wallgreens?
I don't shop at Walgreens

38. Ever thrown up in public?
lol yeah

39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?
at this moment.....the money b/c at this point i've realized that love is a lie.

40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I belive at attraction at first sight

41. Can exs be friends?
yes...but not my last one

42. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?
Kira and her beautiful baby girl!

43. Did you have a lot of hair as a baby?
yeah i had an afro

44. What message is on your answering machine that's left for you?
on my voicemail was allie and kel-dawg

45. What's your favorite color?
yellow

46. What was the name of your first pet?
Thumper...it was a bunny

47. What things are in your backpack?
in my purse is my wallet, loose change, a planner, camera, pills, gum, a pen, and some other junk

48. Favorite thing to do before bedtime?
watch tv and talk online/on the phone

49. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
good friends

50. What are you thinking about?
how much time i have to waste before i go back to school

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 23:25:12 GMT

eligrape18: we be there for long time
eligrape18: like my broken english?
Simply Sweet 168: u sound like ur black
eligrape18: CALL ME AN IMMIGRANT BABY

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 15:40:27 GMT

i've decided that i'm going to write and publish my own book someday.

you just wait and see.

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 00:34:45 GMT

Welcome Madyson Rachele Faliciano!
Born: July 14th, 2005 @ 8:05am; 8lbs, 7oz; 20 inches

Congrats Kira, Josh, and Caidynce!

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 02:05:20 GMT

Ok...so tonight...my mom and i went to bed, bath, and beyond looking for a comforter..and there...staring at me...was this ginormous poster of Gwen's Rolling Stone cover!! I wanted to scream, so i bought it ...yay!

Also, I've decided officially that i will definitely get the DMB fire dancer as my next tattoo. I'm so in love with it.

Ironic how "Crush" started playing as soon as my mom and I walked in to Circuit City<3

My favorite song of the moment...

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 12:45:01 GMT

Crazy how it feels tonight
Crazy how you make it all alright love
You crush me with the things you do
I do for you anything too
Sitting, smoking, feeling high
In this moment it feels so right
Lovely lady
I am at your feet
God I want you so badly
I wonder this
Could tomorrow be
So wondrous as you there sleeping
Let's go drive 'til morning comes
Watch the sunrise
To fill our souls up
Drink some wine 'til we get drunk
It's crazy I'm thinking
Just knowing that the world is round
Here I'm dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down
Is this real or am I dreaming
Lovely lady
Let me drink you please
I won't spill a drop, I promise you
Lying under this spell you cast on me
Each moment
The more I love you
Crush me
Come on
It's crazy I'm thinking
Just knowing that the world is round
Here I'm dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down
Is it real or am I dreaming
Lovely lady I will treat you sweetly
Adore you
I mean
You crush me
It's times like these
When my faith I feel
And I know
How I love you
Come on
Lady
It's crazy I'm thinking
Just as long as you're around
And here I'll be dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down
To each other we'll be facing
By love we'll beat back the pain
we've found
You know
I mean to tell you all the things I've been thinking deep inside
My friend
With each moment the more I love you
Crush me
Come on
Lady
So much you have given love
That I would give you back
Again and again
Meaning I'll hold you
And please
Let me always

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 14:58:55 GMT

Dave Matthews was incredible...that's all i can say. Here's the set list for last night:

I ll Back You Up [tease]
So Much To Say
One Sweet World
Dancing Nancies
Warehouse
Dream Girl
Hello Again
Out Of My Hands
Grey Street
Hunger For The Great Light
Smooth Rider
Crash
Bartender
Stir It Up [tease]
Louisiana Bayou
Too Much
Stolen Away On 55th & 3rd
All Along The Watchtower

Drew we should have went last night...look!!!:

Everyday
Dream Girl
Don’t Drink the Water
Drive In Drive Out
#34
Say Goodbye
Time Of The Season
Hunger For The Great Light
You Might Die Trying
Lie In Our Graves
Steady As We Go
Stand Up
Crush
American Baby
What You Are
Old Dirt Hill
Rapunzel

They played Crash and I swear I had tears in my eyes. lol i know, that's corny, but that's my all time favorite and when they played it i was like "wow, i'm actually seeing DMB live and they're playing my favorite song." it was amazing...and then they played Stolen Away and it was magical. They took my camera though so i didn't take any pics. :o( Oh well.

Then Drew and I were stuck in the parking lot for like an hour and 1/2...but we made the best of it ;o)

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 19:18:46 GMT

omg me and kel-dawg were hot stuff last night! lol we tore shit up is all i hafta say. DAVE MATTHEWS TONIGHT!!!! (w/ Drew!!) BE JEALOUS! lol i'll update on the show fo' sho.

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 20:47:52 GMT

For some reason, Kelly Clarkson's "Behind These Hazel Eyes" is in my head. hmm....

Dave Matthews Band tomorrow!!! whoooooooooooo

I started reading "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" today at work and I read 122 pages...it's that good.

I talked to Allie and Mike this morning to get updates on the ex. Strange and weird stuff be goin down.

Ironic that Liz is currently in NJ w/ Matt for the boys' football game. She text messaged me to inform me that she will "kick some major ass for me in the name of love" hahaha i love her.

Clubbin w/ Kel-Dawg tonight. Cannot wait. Diesel-ing it up.

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 15:14:07 GMT

Sorry Annie...i had to steal it! It's sooo funny! But if you want me to take it off i will!

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 16:31:59 GMT

oh i forgot to mention....DAVE FUCKING MATTHEWS this sunday...with Drew!

*can't wait!*...it's the only thing i have to look foward to now....now that the shore is no more

It only hurts when I breathe....

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 16:25:17 GMT

So Justin broke up with me last night.
I'll save you the gruesome and gory details and just let it all out with TBS.
It hurts, it sucks, it's life..i'll get over it....

...right after i stop crying.

And all I need to know is that I'm something you'll be missin'
Well, maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that..

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to, I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to, I'll do what I got to
The truth...is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt

[Chorus]

Cuz I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be the last chance you'll get to drop my name
Cuz I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be the last time you'll get to drop my name

If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
Maybe I should hate you for this
Maybe I should hate you for this

God this hurts so bad.

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 21:54:40 GMT

First of all, if i hear one more thing or see one more picture of stupid Tom Cruise and stupid Katie Holmes ONE more time...i'm gonna scream. loudly.

Second, all apollogizes to Matt, Krystle, Drew, and anyone else with whom I've been trying to make plans with this summer. I'm officially going insane with the amount of work i have and all the busy-ness. i will try really hard to see u guys soon!!!!!

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 15:01:25 GMT

UGH! I'm outraged. Out of the possible like 1,000,000 points (not literally, but close) that my teacher could have given me on my resubmission, i got a lousy 11!!!!! 11 points!!!! WTF? If I fail i'll be so pissed cuz i worked my ass off.

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 01:39:23 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!! I LOVE YOU<3

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 15:35:40 GMT

by this time tomorrow i will be on my way to NJ...good god i can't wait!

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 16:36:48 GMT

God this week couldn't go by any slower. I can't wait to see Justin in two more days!!! It's been forever and all I wanna do is squeeze him and kiss him and love love love him. lol im a dork but i miss my boyfriend sooooooo much!

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 15:58:32 GMT

HAPPY FREAKIN BIRTHDAY PATTI JEAN!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 18:23:49 GMT

This weekend was fun filled w/ New Hampshireness. lol
I had a great time at Liz's. We watched The Forgotten w/ her awesome friend Shawn on Friday.
Then on Saturday we went shopping in Tilton and then Danielle came and we went to the Olive Garden (Lumberchuck!) and then went to see High Tension<~~~~scariest movie ever!!!!!
I missed Liz and Danielle...it was nice to see them. I'll see Liz in 3 weeks for DMB!

And then yesterday I came home and Drew and I went up to Newport:

Me: "Omg for a second i thought that said 'Pirate Pornography'"
Drew: "haha that's great."
Me: "haha my goodness ur hook is enormous!"
Drew: "If you think my hook is big you should see my pegleg."

l.m.a.o.

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 20:19:29 GMT

look at the cute icon that Krys made me!!!